Drifting.

Movies and Music.

These used to be my favourite things to spend time with to pass time and to fill up long days. I have now lost interest in watching any movies or listening to music. My days and nights are empty silence. I drift through the dragging minutes finding it difficult to do anything. 20 minutes lying on bed spent staring at the ceiling, I get up and walk downstairs to open the fridge, look inside and close it. I walk up to my room and lie down on the bed staring into nothingness again. I am tired but I refuse to sleep. For a moment, I want to sleep, the next moment, I don't want to move to make my bed. I am drifting by my days. Now that I have the time to do my own things, I do nothing.