Losing Magic ... Finding Miracle.

Daddy, We have celebrated Mummy's 70th Birthday this April 7, 2026.  She and I chose the theme - Spicy Seventy. She wanted a big red chili as a photo prop. I blew it up to an massive size and top it with a Mexican hat. Mummy had the best time of her life. Guess who went on stage to talk and opened my show? Your grand daughter. Proudly introducing herself by the name that you gave her. For the first time, all our cousins were dancing together on the dancefloor. Everyone. Two Kaufus and Mummy dancing together too. Ants is a big boy now. Holding on to his last few tastes of hugs, cuddles and jumping into arms bigger than your body. Koko is strong and still going on and on. In spirit and in character. Kaufu is happy. His happiness flows through his family. Daddy, You have blessed us well. We are well. We are good, Daddy. I miss you. I miss you so  much...  !

March 26, 2026. After 21 years, the aircond in my room is now changed to a new one. It was dated 2005. It has seen me through high school and college. Seen me picked my first deck of playing cards.  Seen me get dressed for shows.  Seen me through it all. Thank you.

Dear Daddy, Life has been good. 2025 is a fully booked year with more than enough work than I can accept. I had to decline offers now because I wish to be home. H and I are very good. I want to keep her and be with her. Please bless us, Daddy. Mummy's new group of friends from Harvest Church is a blessed gift. New friends for a new chapter in life. Her health has been good and stable. She recently had a pain in her ankle hurt while flagging in chuch one Sunday. After a month of TCM massage, she was still in slight pain that seem to not go away. Then it dawned upon me that her pain was the same one that I had before. So I gave me the anti-inflammatory pills and she became much better. Koko has been getting healthier. Alfennie is bigger now and she has begun the awkward phase of hugging already. Ansthon is in the in between. Angeline has been taking good care of Mummy always. She buys clothes for Mummy. Scarfs. Stuff.  The other trip, I bought a Lego set for both Ansthon and Alfennie...

Dear Daddy, Koko brought you there. Angeline, Alfennie, Ansthon and Mummy. They all went to your Bucket List place. March 2025. I was working on the ships. We remember you. 

Dear Daddy, I have completed Mission Miami.  One decade has passed since working with DCP.  I came over to surprise them at their office but there wasn't anyone there because it was a PO Box. So I contacted them and they got in touch with me. The next day I went over to NCL's Office. I waited at the check in lobby hoping Daniel would walk in. Less than 10minutes later, Daniel walked in. He brought me up to meet the NCL, Regent and Oceania Team. The next day I went over to Royal Caribbean's Office. I needed to wait too. Matteo came to get me. Told me how lucky I was to come today when everyone was in the office - Allison and Svetlana and the whole Team. Wow. I cycled 8 hours on Saturday and 10 hours on Sunday. Downtown Miami. Miami Beach. The night reminds me of scenes from LalaLand movie with those neon art-deco era look.  Met Wendy, Mitchell and Eddy for lunch at a cafe and we hung out for 3 hours. I saw how they worked. Very similar to how I work. Ha. I met Daniel for l...

Daddy, I am in a better place today. Mummy is happy, well and healthy. She has found good friends in Aunty S and Aunty M. Our Anna neighbour is more at peace with us. Their cars no longer block our gate like before. Alf got her first earring piercing together today with Ce. We are good. I am good.  I am very happy with Haz. I wish to build a life together with her. I still think of you often, Daddy. Miss you. But you are closer to me now. We are in a better place today.